A relationship is a two way street..not a bike path and a high way..

I don't know what to do. Its like as we go farther into this relationship, as the months rack up, the fights happen more often. Is this a part of the journey? Is this healthy? Is it supposed to make us stronger? I don't want to lose him. He's all I've got. He may not know this, but he's all I have. Without him I'm just lost and insecure. I can't let anything come between us and I will do anything EVERYTHING I can to keep us together. I need him. I just want him to tell me that he needs me too, cause I love him so much. I over think everything. From how long it takes for him to text back to what the song lyrics that people send to him mean. It worries me how much I love him. It worries me that he doesn't love me as much as I love him. Sometimes I lose my appetite or my sleep because I'm scared I'm going to fuck this up. I stay up all night sometimes just thinking about us, how perfect we are together and hoping we'll stay that way. And thinking about how he could find someone else, someone better, and fall in love with them.

He makes me happier than I ever thought I could even be. And sometimes more scared than I ever thought I could be.

Could you just hold my hand and tell me that everything is forever?