Well excuse the fuck out of me… ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. I’m so fucking dumb. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK. I was unaware that this was a fucking free for all. Single = make out with every fucking person in sight. Who the fuck do you think you are. This is ridiculous. I’m so hurt. I feel so dumb. GOD. Me. The one who ended it, I’m the one who can’t make out with my BOYFRIEND because I think of you. Well fuck me, cause apparently you’ve had NO issues making out with every girl you know. FUCK YOU. Wow, you of all fucking people. I can’t believe this. I just want to scream and cry and hit you repeatedly!!!!!!! UGH. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING. WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH YOUR MIND. “Oh, Alexa clearly doesn’t love me anymore so I’m going to make out with EVERYONE.” Brenna?! Shiann?! And fucking Kendall?! AWESOME. JUST AWESOME. I was still here. I was right fucking here. Still loving you. You weren’t alone, so you shouldn’t have felt alone. I was RIGHT HERE, LOVING YOU. You have left me in the hardest position. EVER. I feel like I’m being suffocated. I love you so much, and you say you still love me or that you’ll always love me yet you’re making out with all these people. I CAN’T EVEN MAKE OUT WITH MY OWN BOYFRIEND. WE DON’T MAKE OUT. I KISS HIM…THAT’S ABOUT IT. BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. I feel so dumb. It doesn’t hurt that you forget I was still here. It hurts that you promised you never would. You say you know me better than anyone, yet you didn’t see that I was still in love with you?! That I am still in love with you, my heart never went anywhere. “If you love someone let them go and if they come back they’re true and they’re yours forever.” You never came back. You were gone. You are gone. And I don’t think you’re ever coming back.
What the hell do I do.
To the moon and back, my dear.
FUCK.
